I haven’t done this in a while, writing just to write, that is.
Usually, I am a week ahead of time in my posts for the blog, but procrastination, and other priorities just kind of took over last week. Maybe it was the Full Wolf Blood Super Moon Eclipse thing that happened last weekend. While I consider myself a pseudo hippie, and maybe just a little bit witchy, this moon energy has been so interesting.
I went from the new year excitement and motivation to a slump of boredom and…just…real life. Week two, back to reality seemed to dish out similar symptoms to everyone I work with. We all were just not quite as vibrant and motivated as we had been the week before. Snow was coming and the magic of new resolutions and holiday break conversations have melted away.
Then it snowed. A lot. Southeastern Michigan got about 6 inches of snow in about 18 hours, and it just felt so soothing, things got quiet, and the world turned white. My energy shifted to re-centering myself, continuing to clean and simplify at home, and focus on what I am cultivating for the year. I did yoga, meditated, watched a lot of Top Chef, cooked, wrote out birthday cards, wrote for the sake of writing (not sharing), journaled, spent time with my husband, played in the snow with the dogs, read a little, and did little things around the house that I’ve been putting off.
Then the damn moon energy started creeping in. This just got weird. I have no specific words to describe it – people were on edge, I was feeling restless, I laughed a lot, my jaw dropped a lot at random things that happened, I got angry, I was lazy, and the world just seemed off. The universe creeped in a few times, reminding me that times like this are a test of everything else I’m trying to build into my life. It’s easy to reflect, meditate, and take care of myself when I’m feeling motivated, but it’s a whole other thing to do it when I’m not feeling motivated. Lesson learned, universe, lesson learned.
While it feels like it’s January 74th, this month brought a rollercoaster of emotions and insight for me. It was the start of something new, not just a new year, but a new energy for myself, a new space that I’m carving out for myself. Letting go of what was dragging me along, and gripping onto the things that will lift me up. It’s been a strange transitional month, but I’m grateful for it, and I’m grateful that it will be coming to an end soon.
We’re coming for you, February.